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STRESS! I hates it/meme 
*pulls out all of her hair*
So a lot has happened since the last time I updated. Actually...not much has happened really. I guess I just felt like feeling better about my non-existant life than saying flat out that nothing was going on.
Am I even making sense? I THINK NOT, MADAM!
(Don't mind me.)
ANYWAY... *snaps back to attention*
I am STRESSED out. I barely get any sleep these nights. I toss and turn and have terrible dreams. My lack of sleep leads to further stress in the waking world, and the stress in the waking world causes even LESS sleep at night. It's a VICIOUS CIRCLE! And it will NOT let go of me.
Perhaps thanksgiving break will do me good. *glances at the horrific amount of papers she still has to write and faints*
My roommates and I changed rooms this afternoon. I am now living with Nicole. Originally, she and I were going to be living together next semester, but it turns out that my roommate Erin is transfering out at semester to a different college, so Ann, who I had been sharing a room with, wanted a chance to live with Erin before she left. Perhaps the change of scenery will let me sleep better. *coughs*doubtit*coughs*
And yes. I AM procrastinating.
Papers to write:
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5. Literary Criticism-The Crucible-8 pages
6. 19th century brit lit-topic to be assigned-10 pages
7. British Literature-topic to be assigned-10 pages
8. Shakespeare-Hamlet Critical Response-5 pages
9. Eastern Religions-Movie Response-4 pages
10. Eastern Religions-Tibetan Buddhism- AT LEAST 10 pages-FOUR PAGES TO GO!
A MEME
Go me! Procrastination all the way! Woo! Stolen from some random deviant.
1. Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
I don't like it, personally. But it's their choice. If I can, I avoid standing around smokers.
2. Read me the last text you sent?
"Soon. Talking to a teacher." -Andrew
3. Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Yeah. It happens.
4. When was the last time you got a haircut?
Oh Jeez...not since last winter, I think. Though I cut my own bangs a lot.
5. Is any part of your body sore?
Where to start? My back, my shoulders (damn stress), my head...
6. Do you stutter when you get nervous?
Nope...though sometimes when I get tired.
7. Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
I am the oldest kid in my family...and I'm almost 21.
8. Who was the last person to text you?
Didn't I already answer that? Andrew.
9. Are you a mean person?
I try not to be. Though I'm sure some may think of me as mean.
10. Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Of course. It just has to be with the right person.
11. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
Lol. I hope not. I'm engaged, and my ex is happy with his girlfriend.
12. Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
Tough question...I consider my bed at college "my own bed" so...the last place I fell asleep other than there was when I came home last weekend and fell asleep in "my old bed."
13. If an ex said they hated you, you say?
I'd tell him I'm not surprised.
14. You've locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you?
That would have to be an extreme circumstance where the garage door keypad was also not working. In which case, I would scale my roof and go in through one of the upstairs windows. (Mine are usually unlocked...woops.)
15. What do you usually do right when you wake up?
Yawn, stretch, and put my hair up in a pony-tail so it doesn't get in my face as I gingerly make my way down from my top-bunk and perch percariously on my desk before stepping onto my chair and at last landing lightly upon the ground.
16. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Well, people are entitled to their own opinions. And I talk badly about people sometimes even though I shouldn't...because I don't WANT people to talk badly about me even though I'm sure some do. I've been making an effort to be mindful of my bad thoughts towards others.
17. Would you rather text or use bbm?
text? I don't think I know what bbm stands for?
18. Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't know. I don't really see why not, as long as you're BOTH single and there is a good chance at a relationship forming.
19. You walk past your ex in the street, what do you do ?
I'd wave and try to be friendly, even though he'd probably just ignore me.
20. Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
Oh hell yes. I've been through WAY too much within the last five years to be the same person as I was back then. I've been through way too much within the last five DAYS. That's how people are. Every single day changes us. No matter what.
21. What do you think of girls who steal other girls' men?
It's not right at all.
22. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yeah. Pretty much every song I have on my media player reminds me of somebody.
23. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Teehee. I should hope so.
24. Who was the last person to tell you that they loved you?
Andrew about ten minutes ago.
25. Do you have any gay friends?
Yeah, I have a few. What's wrong with that?
26. If you could change your eye color would you?
Yeah. I'd make them either more green or the color of my avatar.
27. Name something you dislike about December?
I don't really know...I guess that it marks winter break, which means time away from Andrew. But I'll live.
28. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Yeah. We're talking to each other right now. He's playing my N64.
29. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ellie.
30. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed?
That was a long time ago. Probably my roommates, because I usually say good night to them before going to bed.
31. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't stand?
Yeah, but thankfully I'll never have to see her again aside from at highschool reunions. Teehee.
32. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Lolz...I KNOW someone has feelings for me.
33. What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm filling out this thing instead of working on that ten page paper I have to write...hehe...
34. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
I don't really know if anybody's purpously tried to make me jealous, honestly.
35. Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
ug...no.
36. Do you like when people play with your hair?
I LOVE when people play with my hair. But it's usually up, so people usually don't.
37. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Yes! Tomorrow's my morning to sleep in 'til 9:30 if I want! Though I have a Bio test tomorow, so I'll probably be getting up early.
38. Are you mad at anyone right now?
Can't say that I am.
39. Best summer of your life?
I don't really know. I've had a lot of fantastic summers. This last one was nice, being with Dad and Annie in D.C. I really miss them when I'm away at school.
40. What were you doing last night at midnight?
Laying awake begging myself to sleep.
41. Was last night terrible?
It wasn't as bad a some of the other nights I've had lately. I got more sleep than usual.
42. Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
Yes. For god's sake.
43. What's so special about what you're wearing?
The only thing special about what I'm wearing is that I'm in PJs and have been since like 6:30.
44. If you had to choose one: strawberries or grapes?
Hm...It really depends on what mood I'm in. Right now, grapes because they're so juicy and I'm thirsty.
45. First and middle name please?
Margaret Mary
46. Do you have a favorite number?
Yea! It's 7.
47. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope so. I'm going to go see A Winter's Tale! (It's shakespeare, just so you know.)
48. Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
Of course. The last person I hugged was Andrew.
49. Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Yup. And the next couple of years...and the rest of my life.
50. Do you want to say something to someone?
There's lots of things I'd like to say to lots of people...most of which can't be said for various reasons. I'd love to tell my mother how much I miss her and that I think of her every day...and that I wish she'd send me just one sign that she's listening to me still. It's been a while...
Go me! Procrastination all the way! Woo! Stolen from some random deviant.
1. Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
I don't like it, personally. But it's their choice. If I can, I avoid standing around smokers.
2. Read me the last text you sent?
"Soon. Talking to a teacher." -Andrew
3. Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Yeah. It happens.
4. When was the last time you got a haircut?
Oh Jeez...not since last winter, I think. Though I cut my own bangs a lot.
5. Is any part of your body sore?
Where to start? My back, my shoulders (damn stress), my head...
6. Do you stutter when you get nervous?
Nope...though sometimes when I get tired.
7. Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
I am the oldest kid in my family...and I'm almost 21.
8. Who was the last person to text you?
Didn't I already answer that? Andrew.
9. Are you a mean person?
I try not to be. Though I'm sure some may think of me as mean.
10. Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Of course. It just has to be with the right person.
11. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
Lol. I hope not. I'm engaged, and my ex is happy with his girlfriend.
12. Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
Tough question...I consider my bed at college "my own bed" so...the last place I fell asleep other than there was when I came home last weekend and fell asleep in "my old bed."
13. If an ex said they hated you, you say?
I'd tell him I'm not surprised.
14. You've locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you?
That would have to be an extreme circumstance where the garage door keypad was also not working. In which case, I would scale my roof and go in through one of the upstairs windows. (Mine are usually unlocked...woops.)
15. What do you usually do right when you wake up?
Yawn, stretch, and put my hair up in a pony-tail so it doesn't get in my face as I gingerly make my way down from my top-bunk and perch percariously on my desk before stepping onto my chair and at last landing lightly upon the ground.
16. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Well, people are entitled to their own opinions. And I talk badly about people sometimes even though I shouldn't...because I don't WANT people to talk badly about me even though I'm sure some do. I've been making an effort to be mindful of my bad thoughts towards others.
17. Would you rather text or use bbm?
text? I don't think I know what bbm stands for?
18. Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
I don't know. I don't really see why not, as long as you're BOTH single and there is a good chance at a relationship forming.
19. You walk past your ex in the street, what do you do ?
I'd wave and try to be friendly, even though he'd probably just ignore me.
20. Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
Oh hell yes. I've been through WAY too much within the last five years to be the same person as I was back then. I've been through way too much within the last five DAYS. That's how people are. Every single day changes us. No matter what.
21. What do you think of girls who steal other girls' men?
It's not right at all.
22. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yeah. Pretty much every song I have on my media player reminds me of somebody.
23. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Teehee. I should hope so.
24. Who was the last person to tell you that they loved you?
Andrew about ten minutes ago.
25. Do you have any gay friends?
Yeah, I have a few. What's wrong with that?
26. If you could change your eye color would you?
Yeah. I'd make them either more green or the color of my avatar.
27. Name something you dislike about December?
I don't really know...I guess that it marks winter break, which means time away from Andrew. But I'll live.
28. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Yeah. We're talking to each other right now. He's playing my N64.
29. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ellie.
30. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed?
That was a long time ago. Probably my roommates, because I usually say good night to them before going to bed.
31. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't stand?
Yeah, but thankfully I'll never have to see her again aside from at highschool reunions. Teehee.
32. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Lolz...I KNOW someone has feelings for me.
33. What are you thinking about right now?
The fact that I'm filling out this thing instead of working on that ten page paper I have to write...hehe...
34. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
I don't really know if anybody's purpously tried to make me jealous, honestly.
35. Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
ug...no.
36. Do you like when people play with your hair?
I LOVE when people play with my hair. But it's usually up, so people usually don't.
37. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Yes! Tomorrow's my morning to sleep in 'til 9:30 if I want! Though I have a Bio test tomorow, so I'll probably be getting up early.
38. Are you mad at anyone right now?
Can't say that I am.
39. Best summer of your life?
I don't really know. I've had a lot of fantastic summers. This last one was nice, being with Dad and Annie in D.C. I really miss them when I'm away at school.
40. What were you doing last night at midnight?
Laying awake begging myself to sleep.
41. Was last night terrible?
It wasn't as bad a some of the other nights I've had lately. I got more sleep than usual.
42. Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
Yes. For god's sake.
43. What's so special about what you're wearing?
The only thing special about what I'm wearing is that I'm in PJs and have been since like 6:30.
44. If you had to choose one: strawberries or grapes?
Hm...It really depends on what mood I'm in. Right now, grapes because they're so juicy and I'm thirsty.
45. First and middle name please?
Margaret Mary
46. Do you have a favorite number?
Yea! It's 7.
47. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope so. I'm going to go see A Winter's Tale! (It's shakespeare, just so you know.)
48. Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
Of course. The last person I hugged was Andrew.
49. Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Yup. And the next couple of years...and the rest of my life.
50. Do you want to say something to someone?
There's lots of things I'd like to say to lots of people...most of which can't be said for various reasons. I'd love to tell my mother how much I miss her and that I think of her every day...and that I wish she'd send me just one sign that she's listening to me still. It's been a while...
Anxious
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"If everything were simple, we'd never know who we are." -from The Swan Arm, by MBryn [link]
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"If everything were simple, we'd never know who we are." -from The Swan Arm, by MBryn [link]
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"If everything were simple, we'd never know who we are." -from The Swan Arm, by MBryn [link]
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